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2006-01-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

a job? YES a job!

thank you gel :). YESSA, happy shannon? ;;lefty. like FINALLY!.. the best part was seeing DERN in the munch cap! so WERID.. hahaha :P. the uniform not bad leh, stylo i think.. compared to others la. jus the cap abit werid.. got that pointed thingyi on the top. ugh...

working can be tiring but to me its like tennis training jus that hands do more job and legs just stand dere nia. bleah! BREAD! CHICKEN MAYO! LETT! EGG! BUTTER!.. ugh ugh and many many. and when we reached the mrt station... we all cannot tahan but to sit on the floor while waiting for the choochoo to stop :P.. ; shannon hee, you piggy.

MOS BURGER. so mean.. dont let me haf my ice tea wif milk :(. UGH!

2006-01-08T00:35:00.000+08:00

tennis-ed :)

past few days was like erm job hunting? so far, fish and co. called us -me, shann, dern- and elvis *last min* came along down for the interview. bleah, 4.50 not bad ar. giant called, rejected it. DUE TO SLEEPLY-ness. booHOO, ntuc u BLUFF US! ugh. fish and co. PLS PLS PLS call us :). and shannon pls pls pls dont go U2 alone, wanna work together arh :s. tehhs? or all parkway ar.. den can meet for lunch... SET?

shannon, u pig.

sH. wears a sports bra to go knitting :).
HAHAHAHA. ; inside jokes ar..
hahaha, in the conver. gel and shannon funny sia. make me luff till seh. HAHAH *shannon i know what look you will give me* HAHA. :p

HOLIDAYS ARE BORING ME OUT OTEH!!. i can actually TEAR for you to see... its so boring. wan to get a job, yet cant find. REJECTED!! ; ugh the feeling sux big time. the feeling of sian and sad is like dam jialat.. serious!. and that kelly SEAH can say '' pls go enjoy your freedom ''. girl, u'll never understand its its its too BORING. boohoos.

yayaya. someting happy to talk about :). i tennis-ed. yessa, and gave gel and cz their stuff; from us ar. it actually made my bag look so BIG LA. :S. AND not forgetting HEAVY :(. kinda dissappointed, cos my shots was like OK *to me*... but when i think i wanna be in the TEAM.. den its like so lousy. i gotta bark up... seriously bark up. TP TP or SP SP. TP, too many entries scared cannot get in design. SP, sure cfm can get in tennis team ar.. den the course, im calling them on monday. SHEESH.

SERENE. when can i see you? i got yr gifts wif meeeeeeeeeeeee. so so pls call me girly. :D.

tml, out out out. and im so getting my ADIDAS WATCH! YAY!!!! :D. tytyty to you.

ohh, and not forgetting the bday girl.
HAPPY 8teen BURFDAY PEARLYN :).

2006-01-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

ugh.

for today's job hunting... pls go to shannon DA JIE's blog.

arha.now i take transport dam xin tong... ADULT FARE :(. boohoos.. thursday round two eh? burps.

2006-01-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

`bunny hop :P

today's birthday party was kinda DUMB. all kiddos running around obv. i and my bro are just too old for it. balloons everywhere kids screaming; HELL i tell you.. all thks to that werido clown. and the part im dulan most is that.. my dad had to wake me up from my beauty sleep la. UGH.... for the clowny party. and we went like 3hrs only =.=''.

tml gonna do some job hunting wif shannon and dern. and friday.. errr ngeeann orientation campfire? life is so boring w/o school.. holidays are boring me out badly :(. haha and i learnt something from a VS boy.. that soon = 4hrs. HAHAHAHHAA.

ohh ohhh yah. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JERRY; DAD! :) yes i remembered.

errr shannon, PLEASE dont be late :)

2006-01-01T19:25:00.000+08:00

its 2006. 8teen 8teen here i come :)

31dec05.
back from usa. landed sg like 1.10am den i on my phone.. 12 voicemails, countless sms and few called. felt real touched like although i didnt tell everyone i went US... many still did bother to wish me '' welcome back ''.. thks guys, that really put on a smile on my face that early zombie morning. yah not forgetting.. my bro turned 15, anne and darren turned 17, dear senior turned 18. *finally* :). got home, bathed, played wif the two doggies.. went online. countless conver, replied few. is like pple MISS ME; ar bhb i know. yahh talked to gel till 4-5 plus den dern till 5-6 i think. planned out on how to go to orch on time from siglap after crashing one of the parties by 36.

yah, kuned at 10am woke up at around 2pm. rush ar, a real rush. yah so meet dern at 320 i think; the ORIGINAL TIME i suggested. fine la.. reached orch mrt at 430 wif the dulan look on timmy's face. HAHAHA dern had to call to make sure it was timmy :P. the girls *shann,leen,dari* was DUPER late la. whoalao, how can u girls make me wait wif the 2 guys dere busy talking about cs. :'(. walking aimlessly. DARI, like we go to town for nth when we cld haf gone tmall. ugh! after makan.. go cine arch.. play the air hockey game. HAHAHA dari&i vs shann&lenn. like machiam mini tennis.. move so much, ugh ugh ugh lazy ar. after that took bus to some wulu bus stop to take 12 to dari's. *frankly, im dam lazy to type out details*. on the bus play BLACK MAGIC ar. at the bus stop play WHITE LIGHT? yah and many more.

dari's place. played some erm erm wacking game; fun ar. and and THKS LEEN, DARI, SHANNON for the gifts :). did u like mine? got DRAWING LEH :p. shannon, yours got big green boobs. HAHAHAHAHA sry la i pj never see the the pic on the cover. :P. and i tot it was DRAWN TO SCALE.

vodka vodka.
drinking game huh. SHANNON drank the most hahahaha :). yah enjoyed talking to you last night or rather say MORNING. in the end you still took a CAB home :). wilson ar.. wols.. dam wols.. ya only shannon stayed over at dari's. yah bet u had fun :)

haha. gen pple say if i was at jon's place it wont haf been more fun; as told by maria. but yah i was wif tennis peeps.. and DA TENNIS GIRLS :). yah.. sylvia, Y U OWAYS never come :S. call u oso never answer :(. sad sad..

ugh. im vv lazy to contd this liao. for all i knw i enjoyed my countdown wif the girls and others and and and a happy 06 :). and ar serene, sex in the city ar ok.. preapre the snacks for me ar den den den i wanna play wif yr NEW FONE :). and and and DERN.. u said u stop being so irritating.. ugh.

2005-12-27T03:36:00.000+08:00

boos.

time passes so fast dudes. bad or good i donno. is like serene is 17 already, bro is soon to be 15. next year *like in 10 months la* im 18. reasults are nearing. tp open hse, chinese new year. ohh its jus too fast. gel was complaining hahah, cos his exams are coming! haha. TP's papers are over but not their projects, HAHA im feel dam sorry for you all. argh, slow down a little after i reach SG. pls pls pls. but seriously, holidays are boring.

when i was is LA few days ago. i was like '' SHIT, sure dam sian wan and its like a long way to go.. BOOOS''. now? its like nearing 31 and these few days gotta pack bag to drive to LA and fly back to SG *finally*.

haha den my early mornings, i'll be online talking to frens in sg like their night time? i suffer, ugh. yup yup.. gel oso like talked to me the most larhs. den cz is my clock, due to my lazy brain to calculate and update-er for soccer hahaha *betting wif bro ar*. yuan dern is up till late to irritate the shit outta me. and and pad's new retro look dam cool la. bert is in indo so its like rarely see him online. serene, my dear girl is like busy.. busy being 17 and working :P. den church peeps.. yah its the same la. SHANNON and DARIANNE, hahah the 2 tennis girls who put a smile on my face man when i was like sian sian here is US :D. zi chee, hahah dearest senior who oways poke fun at me ugh den wanted to ask me out for xmas but realised i was in US den sian sian, hahahahaha. LUPPY!, the smarty fellow hu dare not admit and being duper duper lame was his thing.

i oso was like thinking.. do i haf enuff cash to buy stuff for my dear frens i miss back home and for myself too. lucky.. was very nice of aunty brenda to *TOP UP my cash*, so now i really do have enuff. i try to get wad everyone is requesting, if i cant den im real sorry. is either im lazy or i just cannot affort it. erm jo, i'll try no promises. cz, u happy la like 80% of yr list is done and thks for telling me LV time ahahahah :). tennisgirls, i bought sth cool for u all :D. genesis pple, few i bought not all. serene!, u cfm haf one u dont worry!. gel, i donno about yr glow-in-the-dark dice and your sauce but but yr shirt remember? :D. frankly, i bth. i bth that im so nice :)

kinda sad, my xmas. i spend my whole day here sleeping/snacking on my bed. nth much, unlike singapore.. tons of party to crash. o well, its ok. countdown.. i got tons of party to crash. like i got 8 parties. HAAHAH :D

i just wanna be in sg now. i aint feeling well too eva since i was in US.. coughing non stop, my lungs and tummy oso pain... how weak is my body man ugh. i just wanna sleep on my bed and hug my pillow to sleep. ohhh mr.pillow do u know i miss you so much.. arghs.

toodles. nity nity for you guys, morning morning for me. god bless america :P

2005-12-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

this post is jus for u my dear girl :)

HAPPY BURFDAY SERENE!.
finally finally 7teen :)

girl, i asked nigel to sms you but u tot i sms-ed from USA. nono, my fone cant work here woman. :p anyways sweetie, im real sorry i cant be there to celebrate with you... forgive me woman. i'll make it up to you :)

losta love.

;yah hohohoho merry xmas to all :)

2005-12-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

oh my sweetness,..

hmpffs. ugh.
why do i feel so much for others even thou they hurt me like SO DUPER MUCH.
why am i so soft heart? why why why
why cant i be strong like my outside?
ugh, ..... arghhhs.

i miss...
my friends, my two lil puppies back home, my cold mnms, my mtv program, my pillow and tennis :D. ugh i feel like wacking a fore hand now. :)

simple sweet words jus melts my heart. ohhh i was like so sian sian den joshie was being so sweet suddenly *popBOOM;msn* den saw your msg. yah really jo. i had a smile on my face :D. i feel so touched, and im happy for you too that your papers are over and i know you'll have a jolly fun xmas wif gen and family. :).

to you that irriating shit,
dont try to be someone you are not. its been quite sometime, and the mini things you do now just digust me badly. you may think you changed, but have you asked yourself, have you changed for the better or worst. ugh ugh ugh. okok i'll stop thinking.... boooohoos

serene goh, tml its your bday. so ''HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY WOMEN'' :D and to my other frens, '' MERRY XMAS '' :).

now i know why my smile is so wide, its because of you.

2005-12-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

anooors.

SERENE, im so happy for you :D. you manage to record a CD; 5 bucks. give me teh? *buddies right, free ah*. yupyup den quiting that DANO and soon will be freeeeeeweeeeeee like me :D. i miss you girl ohh yes, i also got tons to tell you aka an update. booos, you oways busy when yer online so its kinda difficult. and and and your BDAY is coming soon! o finally! :)

GEL, aint irritating larhs. i KUN-ing. i bth, psat few days i didnt kun cos SG body time. i even make a trip back to the room just to catch my sleep *arghs*, didnt watch d.copperfield. anyways he is boring larhs, see like 101 times liao. ohh, your sauce.. i wack all liao. :D

CZ, u think u sen right. like suddenly these few nights u come online like 2-3am sg time. sleep too much liao, so exercise la. den i tell u i snacking den u wan me grow fat. *wthh*. urghs, yah u dont really have to tell me sg wad time everytime i talk to you. hahaha :). tot u goner.. cos u said u were a morning person.

JOSHIE, eh go mug la. stop fooling around. you think i not there i donno right? arghs, i got links teh.. im updated.. yes the pig wif me. its my night light.. tells me where my lappy is. HAHAHA :D. so useful.

ZENGHUI, plsplspls get more chocolates for me :D. and and something nice from japan before you leave :D. yes, i'll get u sth. :D Im nice, tell me if u gg NP's BBQ and sec1 orientation teh? yup, have a safe flight back and take care arh :)

the*still BUDDIES right*, didnt mean to hurt your feelings but ya. i rather just be like that. tehs? yupp SMILE :D

whookay, plamchey ; tired.

ughs. i just want time to fly faster :D. and i'll be back at SG snacking my mnms in front of my t-bee. :) ohh, now got jay leno on t-bee but im so lazy to move my ass to watch thats y im blogging. HAHA :P.

boohoos. i go KUN now. toodles :P

2005-12-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

lalalas- im in vegas.

sg to tokoyo ; 8 hours.
tokoyo to LA ; 10 hours
LA to LV; 5 hours [by car]
total ; 23 hours

23 hrs jus to reach the hotel. BOOO! den my mum got us tom jones tickets larhs. booos.. watch for 1 hr den dap, her husband, me and my bro zhao go wallgreens and macs. YUPP. booos boring la. tom jones is good but just not my type. all the songs.. i *GONG*. goner.

and and and and i think i look cool. HAHAHA :).
cos my puma jacket.. didnt know its 'A' is like designed nearer to my left. HAHAHA love it. and lucky tennis-ed. look darker.. if nort look like ghost. hees. and i acted like 'SEN'. cos like its below 0 degrees.. okok like negatvie la.. and i was jus wearing my super thin gio tee, 1 long sleeve and my puma jacket. HAHAH. omg la.. i pack like all thin thin stuff. sen liao.

YES, CZ. i got your email. ohh i saw the raphl shop den got the '30%' sign board. BUT, u know im lazy to get out of the car so i just zzzz in the car while waiting for the others to come back from there =x. nvm.. will be going dere again :). and ar u online and show busy.. -PIG AR ; dont lazy. bleah

SERENE, you are sucha darling. you bothered to reply me when i sms-ed you. OH OH OH.. love you girl. and i was so glad i dropped by dano the other day :) great seeing you girl.

GEL, arha. 40 yr old virgin on the plane ar. dam dumbb. M-18 shows on SIA kirsworld? HAHAHAS. and my bro watched it.. ;GRRR. no fair only 14 nia. ohhh your glow in the dark dice seems to be like LOST? i cant find. i got ehh 9 more days to go hunt for it :).

DARI&LEEN, so sweet. both u all sms.. ehh but i didnt get it YET. ahaha :)

okayys. im so happy now. cos im in my big PE shirt and PE shorts; ngeeann.. and im SNACKING :) and i bathed.. i feel so CLEANNNNNN. like FINALLY after 23 hrs. :):).

2005-12-19T05:11:00.000+08:00

sunday ; church

genesis plus afew others whom i donno.

HAHAHAH :)

marcus,me,hurey,maria.

; fetish for white hair

me kelly marcus kelvin.

; smmmmmmmmmiiiiiiiiiillllllllyyy.

me maria jonheng.

; jolly molly fun.

me and joshie.

; smile for me buddie :)

me, cus cus, maria.

; aint we looking sweet?

2005-12-19T05:03:00.000+08:00

miss me. :D
AND off i go in a few hrs.

2005-12-17T02:53:00.000+08:00

me and ken's irritating bro.

the one who loves puttin his hand on my head and mess it despite his HEIGHT.

us ; tennis girls.

;i was lazy to go upload one by one, MAFAN larhs. since i can do this den mus as well la. :).

shannon loved it lots :) im sucha good erm DESIGNER. =x

2005-12-17T02:11:00.000+08:00

i was mad. BOOOhoooos :)
i went to church juat now, WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)
i think i was too hyper, seriously..
jump jump jump, run run run, poking pple wif that long plastic ruler, and kept going ''*their name, YO!'' arhhahahas :).
i think i was irritating the shit of out everyone.. ohh wellll, BUT.. they smiled ;). that is all that matters.
late dinner at siglap. okay, i went duper off on the way there larhs. BLEAHS :p.

2005-12-16T15:51:00.000+08:00

SISTERHOOD. hahaha

hop in the train dari was in; 650AM!. had a hard time getting myself outta bed :P. i think im duper kiasu; serious. alarm everywhere; handphone, clock, outsideroom clock, and gel even called me. sheesh, good thing manutd won :) i did find my 3 bucks on my messy-soon-to-be-cleaned-up table :).

typically, i and darianne was like some zombie. dragging outselves and slept on the mrt on the way there. while shannon,wileen and pearlyn were like some maket ahmas. SO HYPER! ;talk talk talk talk talk. kinda sad, sylvia didnt come :(. so the day out was just the 5 of us :).

ohhh, who put on the most?
ohhh, who smiled the most?
ohhh, who was the shy-est?
ohhh, who makes fun of others most?
ohhh, who didnt grow much?
ohhh, who
ohhh, who

pick your answer - only can be used once.
; pearlyn
; shannon HEE
; wileen
; darianne
; christie

im lazy to like tell exactly and wad ever happen larhs. BUT, this i must say. 13 HOURS IN TOWN !!!!! ; madness. we had checkpoints to relax ;). COFFEEBEAN. dari can even ask shannon to get her a RUMBA! ; i bwk, its nort starbucks dari !!. pearlyn napped, wif her one eye open [ohhh!, i was so notti, i took quite a number of pics of her laddat :x]. heees :)

laughing was our default mode. dari gets high easily, yes yes.
esp during dinner, we had a great time laughing till pengs. SISTERHOOD, seriously. HAHAHAHHAA. :D. wileen, go put you hair, arm pit hair, eye lashes and go sisterhood. HAHAHAHA. wad other jokes? OHHH, leen's BF. CHEE QUEY! den when wileen get married, *uses the chinese dance fan*. HAHAH all get married at EXPO right dari? each one hall. HAHAHAHA. whoahahahahas, really had a good time. *bad stuff, i don wan say. ruins my mood*. YUP YUP. talking about the old times :D. dari and i are still the noisy ones, usual aint it.

ohh tHANK you girls. you all will wait till i 18 den together go CLUB :D. hahaha i feel so touched. ESP SHANNON, cos you can go in like.. NOW? :D:D:D:D. HMPFS, sux being the youngest.. sux having to wait so long just to turn 18 :s. ARGH, no fair :(. BUT, 31dec dari's place right? :):) ; tell me if cfm.

ohh, i'll upload the pics tonight when i get all from darianne and leen :D:D.

yeah right. go US, is to do assignment for pple i know in SG right? shop for u all. mail me if u all need anything :D. i bth, im so nice.

ARAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i only like when i can snack tons of rubbish! and be in my tshirt and SHORTS :D:D.

ENVY ME HUH.

cz says:
wah can i go us instead of u
cz says:
change places
kiss tea says:
i dont mind
cz says:
i wanna go shoppingggg
kiss tea says:
=.='
cz says:
i want shoes i want jeans i want shirt im going crazy~

2005-12-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

650AM-

meeting dari that early just to go town. love me more :).
MANGO MANGO MANGO MANGO.
puhplease, NO 1st train to town puhplease. DARI dont be mad. *BOOOOS*

im feeling like some fuck shit now.

its 2AM. well done KISS TEA, sure cannot wake up on time. if gel dont wake me up, den all depends on my shitty alarm clock :s. im just setting alarm in every possible way.
fone,clock,gel,outsideclock. -kiasu

cos i know, getting mah fat ass outta my bed is f-u-c-k-i-n-g difficult. im lazy and i tend to drop back to lala land. ;goner.

2005-12-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

MEANER, FAT and MESSY.

i tend to DAO pple online, DAO pple outside even if i know them, DAO DAO DAO. and DAO-ing people i know is SOOOOOO nort me. cos im actually very NICE, ADORABLE and and and WARM HEARTED :D

and i feel FAT. thks to the millions of MNMs i haf :D
ohh jus now right i found a DEAD DRAGON FLY in the freezer. =.='' i donno how it got there.

my room.
its in the process of being CLEANED UP and PACKED UP after 1 long messy, stress year. like *FINALLY* larhs. but true enuff im lazy to go pack it all in one day. so now my room is like world war one. floor all got books, papers, files ETC ETC ETC ; blah blah blah. and when i clear my room, on hi5 set... BLAST MUSIC! ~wooooots!

yes, and YUAN DERN AR. go TP AR, TP TENNIS. hahaha OK? ;brain wash you. go TP TENNIS, den i got KAKI mahs den got someone to play and WIN. annr find job must tell SEN ar :D. go do your homework, go see all the courses in TP. :) im sucha nice fren, ohhh i cant deny that.

serene, i'll sure to miss you. AND AR, why u so PIG. sleep sleep sleep den SR SR SR SR SR.. den forget that IM ONLINE :(. anyways, u are forgiven and i still love you :). aint i sweet? HAHAHA ;)

nigel, STOP MAPLING LAR. want to maple at least create a char. at bootes mah. ALAMAK! at aqu. i only lvl 11 leh. GONG-ER. and im nort SEN, cos i dont haf a big tummy and i dont float in the air. :p

tennisGIRLS, yes yes yes FINALLY a meeting. SENTOSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D
AHH, is sylvia going?

tat-wasteOFtimeSHITboy, you are sucha FLIRT.

genesis/church, I KNOW I HAVE BEEN MISSED. hahahaha :D -bhb mode-

ohh ohh ohh, i go pig now. TOODLES. <3<3

2005-12-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

:( :( :( :(
im here, disappointed as usual.

my mother had to call you and even leave you a voice mail? ; im disgusted. btw jo, im sorry but i app. if u just dont reply no matter how rude.

just bcoz i dont wan to go USA and she tinks its bcoz of you, doesnt she know i got frens? doesnt she know i prefer rotting at home? every year, i get dragged. and she would say, ''i let you come home late (blah blah), i work all year for you 3 (blah blah)'' and more blahblahs ''den why cant u jus go on a holiday to vegas and just dont complain?''. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, i jus dont like vegas. holiday? which actually bore me out? 10 fucking years i go there every dec! like no life dude!!!!! cant i just stay at home and actually save money? SHEESH, i go there i give black face den mum KP.. so leave me in SG better right? go dere oso mum working.. go oso for wad seh.. SEE YOUR CUSTOMER'S SON? so that next time i can take over? WHOALAO, i wann design!! ARGHHHHHHHHHS

fucking hell, every year my christmas is like ruined. nicklo even ask me to go to his xams party la and im like ''sorry 19 i leaving, u guys jus haf fun'' HAIIIIYO, :(.

o well, im 17 and i dont haf a say.

im leading a fucked up life.
next year, im running away in november

2005-12-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

OH LALA <3

just got back from tennis and i got darker.. i think :). im so shag, another early night i guess.

i know im blur, on the way home from tennis.. i KUN till changi village :(. omg la, so pig. DEN, fiqz was like.. '' dont get me started '', '' you forever blur la ''. IS THAT TRUE? nonono.. zzzzz

my eyes, its burning and and and its getting from bad to worst. now at home must wear specs if nort bangggg into wall =.='' *BOOM*. go out, LENS LOR. BOOHOOS, my whole body is in pain :(. ARGH, and and and my knee is hurting. dammit, im getting old.

dear ipod, YOU ARE GETTING ON MY NERVES. grrrr, everytime on a while den low batt den off. grrrr, ipod suxs but i dont find other brands more appealing den ipod. HMMMS, i'll just wait till my mum feels like getting a new one for me.

USA, looks like im visiting you in the end. SUCHA boring 10days together with parents, dap; tut teacher, uncle and aunt. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i will so miss sg :/. ROTTING is so much better den walking from place to place. is like 5-6km per day larhs... i hate it.

SERENE, thks for burning the cd for gel. tell me more about your days at work :)..... tell me when you having your off day so we can give louis his bday gift. instead of letting the gift rot in your bag.
<33>

LUPPY, the unit cant be save at this point of time. LEAVE IT

i go snack now. TOODLES :)

2005-12-08T07:24:00.000+08:00

new skin.
see how BORED i am?
and im improving :) like doing my skins less den 15 mins :P

DESIGN interview? hmppps, wanna know ask me. im TOOOOOOOOOO lazy to share it here. but all i can say is that.. er er er DEY LIKE ME? found me DIFFERENT? ahHA yes, can tell by their faces. my interview also one of the longest :)). ahhyes.

all night, cannot sleep. and MAN UTD LOST :(. erm erm so i my 3 bucks gone la, donated to bryan's piggy bank. i donno, but i felt busy all morning. OHHH, yea helped gel download SILKROAD? see how nice i am :). hmmms, serene all the best for your 1st day of work women. i'll go VISIT you later :). tennis-ing later too, how great ;p. aint going for camp... lazy and still nort fully well.

BOOOOS, this zenghui. you aint sen hor. and and and,tai long ar... is nort my BF arh. HAHAHAS, any how only.

:) ok i go kun now. NITES PPLE.

2005-12-07T12:07:00.000+08:00

arghs.

yes, at least im getting better :). maria even told me she doesnt feel like going for YISS camp, but since she promise anne.. she's going. ARGH! stacy, terrance, petrina, j.heng and some others nort even going larhs :(. ok, i think i rather go HOPPING around pple's hse and stay over for 4days la ; even maria agrees. buuurrrrr, wadeva. i'll decide tml morning and if i got time to pack.

its vvv unusual of me to like blog now? hmmps, later i got design interview. i happily called ytd, thinking that mayb the interview is next week.. giving me time to go do folio :(. BUT no, usual la. SHOCKING NEWS, its today and folio? i think i do also sian, no hope. YESSA, im meeting wei siong later after his interview for lunch at 2. MENSA; its been so long. yum yum yum :). ohh yes, lil lil junior. HENG sia, we got council cert to HL to them =x.

:) serene is home.
if u wanna know wad happen to her, go her blog.

SIAN-NESS is KILLING ME :(

wth? its raining now?

all i want for christmas, is you.
-dont ask me who, i dont know myself HAHAHA :p-
ohh,mayb maybmayb its..... (blank/name).

BOOOO :)
okies, i go get ready go tp.. WISH MUA(player of the yr) LUCK! :))

here i am, once again

2005-12-06T04:20:00.000+08:00

grr, i sick sick sick :((

flu + dry throat, any worst? booos, my folio @.@
hee, my bro says i look like elmo cos my face so red =.=''. and holding a box of tissue paper. SHEESH!, is like tap sia my nose. EEKS, but now its much better :)

i got less den a week la. frankly, 3-4 days :(
cos i might be going for YISS camp this thursday btw its like 40 bucks... ARGH. its 4days and somehow i prefer rotting at home den going for the camp. TENNIS? omg, i wanna tennis.. i dont care if im sick. but i promise, i'll go if im well :) ;; i know im such an angel :x

:) , i somehow got a way out.
to NORT go USA :)))
thk kew HENG. go photocopy furst :p

zzzzz, my VOICE! omg like some donkey.
how am i going to chiong my folio laddat? HAIIYOOOOO; y am i so weak?
ahHA, i miss serene. girl, i go so much to tell you... come back NOW!

today,
j.heng, marcus;tall and me. 3 of us together.
BO LIAO-ing, walked from ngeeanncity to bugis street.
SHEESH.. we talked too much and get pushed around too much :s
ahHA, MARCUS
you dam lousy.. from bugis to tmerah still cannot psy. me go for YISS camp. OH yes, try me. 40 mins telling me to go and my reply is '' see how ar ''. say till sian, DAM SIAN. grrrs but now im sick, so its a real SEE HOW. :)

j.heng,
stop your edwin crap. its really so unglam!
AHHHHS, i wrote that for u to laugh ok :p

dear ngeeann COUNCILLORS,
i saw the 'electric dreams' video jus now at 4am. AHha, its nort a dance video but why is it our council dance? hmmppps, weirdos. but i like, its the only dance that is SO EASY TO TEACH. ahhas, 4th batch councillors.. see u guys at 06 campfire? yes yesyes :););):)

ohhh nigel, i agree that beegees-alone nice.
i went to upload in my ipod jus to listen on the bus larhs :P

ok, im sick.
ok, im going to sleep
ok, zzz

2005-12-04T03:49:00.000+08:00

holidays are soooooooooooooooo boring.

day in day out, i am seriously rotting. grrrrs, cant seem to get a job too :'(. i got 14 days to get a job; so got excuse nort to go US :p.

ARGH, i think im sick :(
no proper meals, all i do is snack.
i lost weight :(. 49kg to 47kg ; ryll dont angry

argh, pms-ing seems to be my 'IN' thing now. wtf

my ipod-mini,
the batt; sux like hell
the earpiece; one side is like TORNED :(
my eyes,
its giving me hell,
and i dont wan to wear specs around the house.
soccer,
its been great, winning cash outta my bro :)
tennis,
its the only thing that is preventing me from rotting badly
serene,
i miss you girl, hurry back home for me pls :)

:)). later im gonna get all my CHOCOLATES from regina <3.
and i'll get to see baby sarah again.. all right man.
yea, i'll share alright.

2005-12-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY ZENGHUI; MAMA'S BOY & SAMANTHA WAY

today; HAPPENING. i think thats the term to use la in general. YESSA, im lazy to type out everything :P.

feelings do come and go.
i know how you feel, sometimes i do longed for it.
but, you got to know where you stand...
ask yourself, who are you in my eyes now.

everything seem to have a ''used to'' .
Haha, the face you always show when im down
thats sth not anyone could do or make me smile ;D
yes, its recorded in my brain. every single little bit.
;; ah yes those were the days

good or bad, u'll be remembered.
now, im just thankful we are close friends ;D.

i know, its not easy.
if you want someone to hear you out, im just a call away.
put me on speed dial.
(no excuse, my number very easy to remember)

i donno why, but i teared...cried
breaks my heart but i had to let it out
and tml, when i wake up.
this is HISTORY.
*i donno why but i keep editing this post*

2005-12-01T05:29:00.000+08:00

GOOD AR.

the nites i stayed up till 4am to check on manutd if they are winning or nort seems good. MANUTD has been winning scoring goals and i have been winning bets. earning cash outta my bro who thinks i dont understand soccer. yes, im glad =D.

pad and cz, kinda sorry.. pms-ed. i somehow not myself these few days i donno why.. ARGHHH.
for now, i'll jus stay happy and smile cos MANUTD is winning 3-0 =D.

2005-11-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

i had enuff.

cant you people just shut and just SHHHHH, keep it to yourself. i dont like talking bout it over and over again. old, new problems. FUCKED UP. i come online, questions questions and more questions. im sick and tired of answering and trying to give a tot of it. i got over the fucking issue already i moved on, why some think i have nort. wad is wrong with you people? im VERY happy with my life now, nothing more i can ask from god. i dont need little devils who reminds me of the past to pull me down. assholes.. i dont like using this kinda terms but im at my limit. ARHGARHGARHG.

im having ma holidays, why cant i feel like im having one? why must everyone make me feel so stressed up. i dont wanna turn AS; anti social. idoits

somehow i got a bunch of pple hu understands me; THK GOD man. phew-
out of 150 pple online only 15 does. ;D ?

//// change topic ////

didnt go for adidas interview, SO FARRRR. so now im jus holding hopes for toy. ;S grrrrrr, i dont wanna go US.

haiiis. now is like i dont have the heart to do alot of things. mainly i just love tennis and slacking at home, holding hopes that i can get a job and dont go US :)?.

i dont wanna be dramatic, i dont like being in my 'pms' mode. if i am, YOU are so dead. i'll slap u in the face and throw u aikido style till yr bones break. whoahahahaa ; sadist mode. thats if i got the strength la.

haiiyoooo. i go snack now.

im so screwed, i cant think properly

i rather die than to hear about the past

2005-11-29T01:46:00.000+08:00

sarah kelly tan :DD ; see how much she has GROWN <3

cute looks runs in the family. rach jie's lil girly. turning 2 this xmas :)). love her

2005-11-29T01:07:00.000+08:00

oh =DD.

job//hunt hunt hunt hunt wif serene today.
from tmall to parkway to city areas.. aww man my legs are killing me so badly and my body is aching :(. yet i still wanna tennis :). HAHAHAHA. u know, on the way BACK... there was this lady.. her face had WHITE foundation and WHITE make up and RED LIP STICK. whoalao, serene la ask me go look.. KAOS, i woke up from my sleepy mood mans. ;;mini heart attack.

baby sarah came just now :)). ohhh so cute, she can walk, talk and even play with ma two doggies. brave lil girl =DD. seeing her was like *WOW*. really got my attetion the whole time, wasnt really paying attention to wad cz and bert were talking cos she is SO ADORABLE!. she even said hi to cz, bert and gel sia. so cute.. wave wave somemore. awwws, love her :D. ohhh ohhhh, i miss her already. <3

yeah so later ggna try the interview and TENNIS <3.

2005-11-28T03:49:00.000+08:00

good aint it?; manu won 2-1 and i got my 4 bucks from bro :). cant believe i actually ordered macs, was duper lazy to go cook sth up and wash it :Pp. YUP, its monday and its gonna be a boring week.

pigging out has been my current interest. sleeping late, waking up duper duper late. snacking day in day out and hardly gain half a kg (shit, ryll is gonna kill me.. and serene =x). yeahh i so wanna gain la, i cannot tahan the pain-ness that im going thru fer like years. sit down pain, this pain that pain.. i aint strong man :(. sobsob.

t-beeing, online, snacking and tennis. :D, see i got exercise. booos, how much longer can i tahan? DISNEY CHANNEL is like under maintenance :(. its like sabrina the teenage witch now larhs!! my fav show :(. boohooos, mtv is so boring at 4am. just now was all boyzone, backstreet boys videos! ohh so nice, is like so primary school days craze larhs. but i like :DD. hahahaha YEA

i still remember in pri sch. in 2/2,3/2,4/2 i oways tio sit wif clarence and darren tan i think yeahh every year.. is either clar is one my right or left only. and he ALWAYS i tell u ALWAYS sing '' do that thing you do'' while darren will sing some other random lousy song. sing till i know how to sing.. sing till one teachers day he dance the song out on stage. power aint it?. yeah den in 1/3, that fat pui pui always laugh non stop yeahh.. get tickled so fast! faster den gel! and laugh longer and the whole class will jus join in. =DD hahaha. p5p6 days were kinda boring.. my fav bunch of pple all tio chew's class while im stuck wif 11 others in 5/6 wif that malay teacher.hahaha, DANCING days are like over lar.. my dad always say.. '' still farming ar''. p6 days were like shit.. go home so early wann den like bo life. haiiis, too bad only me and darren went go ngeeannsec :s. clar was lazy i think.. don wan wake up go sch so early at some part of tampines while i and darren was living ard nas :P.

p2-p4 days were great! ber-ber, far-far, all the nicks!. belinda is like the small girl who helps everyone, good or bad. faridah is always with naza. yea NAZA, sec3 we use to fight man SHEESH cos of potter wth? u MAD ar! boohooos, ''those were the days my friend''. o well, just hope someday i'll just bump into you guys in the streets and hopefully u guys can wave at me or sth. collin still remembers me.. :D. shuyan, peiling oso. YEAH man... chinese dance girls :DD. o how i misss the days we were complaining in the hall while doing the 'un-do-able' warm ups. thinking we all were fat and cannot be streched. HAHAHA den we ended up doing more UN-DO-ABLE stuff by that bai teacher from china. den that puipui chi teacher oways drag me go training :(. i remember she let me use one of the nicest latern to perform b4 cos i was crying. HAHAHAHA =x. yeahh how nice, the old pri sch days. hai, im lazy to tell everything for now...HAHAHA :P

haiiyooohs. dum dum dum de dum dum.

later at 1130, meeting serene at tmall go job hunting den go parkway. HAHAHAHAA, im so lazyyy. booos! whoahahahahahahaha, :( im bored. if everyday is ggna be laddat. come on ar. i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn to tennis. HAHAHA .. =(.

cant my life be a tiny willy bit the way i want it to be?

2005-11-27T02:09:00.000+08:00

snacking&listening to oldies = BEST

sleeping without an empty hungry tummy = WONDERFUL

ty, to the ones who cared, you guys are NICE PPLE x). if you think you are the few and wanna be thick skin.. go tag =PpPp. sheesh.. boliao lil me. OTEHHH, im gonna pigg now, nites pple.

2005-11-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

PLAYER OF THE YEAR :)

yeayeayea.
i won cz 8-6. won pad 7-4. won gel 7-2. =))
GOOD ARH. (Y); good hand sign on msn
cabb-ed from gel's place to WB cos raining; 2.50!
chicken chicken chop chop =)).
when to pad's hse slacked till 11.
makan chocolates, makan bakua =). yayness somehow.. DOHDOHDOH.
tennis on t-bee. so yea nice slacking dere.
REGINA coming back TML. den got MORE chocolates =)) den den den rachel jie oso!!! hahahah can see baby sarah =) and gary boy and ivan and renee. only eugene at camp. BOOOS sia.
GOOD ARH, the dogs didnt bite me :).

boooos, im like blogging for the sake of blogging due to sian-ness.

why oh why, jus tell me why

2005-11-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

alamak. so many pple ask me update.. so here goes

HI, MISS ME?
BYE

2005-11-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

mrt.. CHOOCHOO TRAIN. yeah we look glam.

credit to serene who took this. ''happy child;yayness.'' hahaha

me and serene ;; DID IT FER FUN =DD.

2005-11-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

-stares in the air, gongly-

BOOOO! *christie arhhh wake up wake uppp*

my poor dear girlfren serene, tio suan by me today again. all cz fault larhs.. telling me all morning, say put gel and serene together go matchmake.. u rush things arhh,, i agree with serene. MAD-DOG. ''promote nigel to her say he very sporty and very cute'' HAHAHA serene went, ''GO AND DIE LARHS''. if i was her, i'll do the same. =DD. BUT, serene arh.. u and gel get tickled easily.. so yeah COMMON seh. *gd hand sign*.. women im like still doing it, u'll laugh at me.

anyways, we had a nice meal at THAI-EXPRESS x). we shoppped fer louis' bday gift ok. HAHAH Lousy tio bring home; me the winnier =PpPppPpPpPpPp. we watched just like heaven.. GOOD ARH. so touching, if only real life got such a sweet guy there. hmpppfs *christie arhhh, dankuku*. O MANS, i had a jolly well fun time with you today girl =)). hahahahas, dress up den take photo putt back cos we cant afford any =x. HAHAHA dam funny. ate kfc fer dinner, nth much larhs.. small meal.

o man, got home uploaded piccs.

2005-11-23T02:22:00.000+08:00

OVER OVER OVER, yes its OVER!

after papers, went home soaking wet x(. okays, i tennis-ed. that something i cld be happy about =)). madness, played tennis under dah ran.. BOOOS, cool man. lousy ar, i won PAD and GEL. CZ, you are up next and you dam scary arh can like SUDDENLY be on form seh. yeah im the player of the year BOOHOOOS, be jelous im good. hahahas BHB sia me. haiiiyooohs, i realised i pms alot. even gel agrees sia, sorry larhs. i donno why and what has gotten into me. PAD got hit twice, ME once, CZ once, GEL haven sia.. no baluku; im strong ar.

CZ AH, im nort sleeping kies. napped awhile larhs, den my irritating ever barking dogs woke me up and MANUTD is like 0-0? PAD, u dont have to laugh ok.

im meeting serene later =)).

2005-11-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

yawns*

didnt sleep like last night? slept at 8am larhs. hmmpfs slept at 8 till 1pm xp. donno wads wrong with me, i dont feel sleepy somehow. hmmms, weird man. last paper tml so yea JIA YO christie.. go mugg fer it. boooos, im waiting fer MACS. =DD. hungry lil women.

kinda depressing, when i look at my family in the past and now. totally different, i rather live in a small house and everyone is happy together rather den a big house but everyone is like living their own lifes. interaction seem to be like fading away from us. the only time we bros and sis talk if when the tv show is funny, fighting or when mum comments some things. my dad doesnt giv a dam somehow. haiii, i'll pray. dont wanna give up somehow, still family. one day, i jus hope my sis and bro knows what im going thru. O well, bright side... no matter wad somehow we LOVE each other. my bro really suxs at expressing it.. my sis nort too bad. yeahhs..

=D?

you, f* shit. who u think you are to make fun of me etc. i endured enuff of your fucking crap, u always make my day end like shit. asshole.. u'll regret im telling you. u will. im no longer the one who can take yr crap and jus put on a smile, u dont even know how to say sorry or wad. what '' im the girl whom everyone likes and you are the guy whom noone care about''. WTF? people like me for WHO i am u toat.. i've change i admit, for the better you? u are still the same blame me for things say to try to cheer you up. WTH la.. u can go wake up yourself and be late i dont give a fucking dam. i got a life, great friends.. thats all i ask for, and im happy with wad i have now. just get lost, somehow i tink you dont really deserve to have everything. needa be taught a lesson, but WADEVA.. shooooo.

TENNIS PLEASE. grrrrrrrrrrrrr

PLS PPLE, GO VOTE.

2005-11-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

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2005-11-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY.
meet up with zenghui and mervyn after so long. i felt duper short larhs, mr mama boy grew till like over my head plus plus. so tall unlike last time during secondary sch days where we were about the same height and comparing who grew the most. we use to talk back and go against each other.. NOW? is like we go out pool and movies man. the last time me zeng and mervyn went out together was liks LAST YEAR?. o my, time passes so fast. i know both of them fer like 5 years liao.. and zenghui is like telling those were the days where he is PURE and innocent, WTH?. mervyn ah, chatterbox still and the same. BOOOOS, thks boys i enjoyed my night out. harry potter was the perfect show that night.. sit till buttok pain. WHOAHAHAHHAA - laughs like zenghui. mad

SATURDAY.
i tennis-ed. =).and i got darker; YAY. but mah serene cancelled our date sho i went home and slacked my night out. went to CV to buy dinner back. KAOS, cz all yr good frens stink like mad ok. BOOOS, wanton mee 5 bucks! yummmy.

SUNDAY.
BORING, but i had cookies =) SNACKING and watching tennis masters; shanghai. FED IS SO GONNA LOSE OK, CZ?. NAL ROX!. PAD, get well soon and all da best fer bio. GEL, u look good wif a pig head and a thin human body, cos it is really something that we normal humans dont get to see it everyday, HAHA. large coke, my dinner thks to sis who is so kiam. HAHA, den one les added serene on msn by mistake. HAHAHA talk about french. WTH LARHS. remember this line ''i rather make out wif a guy whom i think its worth my lips'', by christie. and serene agreed with it. HAHAHA, omg i think i bitch too much with serene... i like sia. FUN =). date on wed right women?.. YAY*

i'll wake u up when november ends....

2005-11-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

hitler and frens had flowers in their hands <3

lessons on how to gain weight by cz.
1) eat more chicken skin. KFC
2) more ice cream at night
3) dont work out
.. for more details please contact me or purchase ''the SLIMMING book'' at any popular bookstore.

lessons on how to be skinny by me.
1) makan macs like no one business
2) eat CHICKEN CUTLET x)
3) dont watch yr weight
.. for more details please contact me or get '' the FATTIES'' at any bookstore, sold island wide.
promise no pimmples (proven). ; sheesh sound so addmaths/maths.

JAW JAW is better then WAR WAR. familar? if yes den u have been mugging well x) WELLDONE. if no, BOOOOOs bark upp.

yay, mayb gonna pool with mervyn and zenghui aka mama's boy tml evening.
sat afternoon cfm tennis wif cz,gel,pad =)
YEA YEA YEA; yayness =) happy little christie.

2005-11-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

a update before i start mugging hardcore for tonight while blasting my music in mahhs living rooom.

BOOO!, many people called me princess this few days xp. HAHAHA; bleahs. booohooo, i nearly gave up and wanted nort to tuen up for duh paper tml. but my tutor came and enlighten me SHO YEAH, back on track wibb confidence. SERENE FREAKED OUT FER ME! ~ ohhh, do u know how much i love you?<3.>

cut mah hair toootsday. mah front SHORTEN liao; jialat. dat women tot i sec2-3?!?!? wth, isnt my height enuff to prove im nort? hmmmmps, BOOOOO! im young? yeah young at heart tooO! <3!! whoahahas ="x.">

sry la. sry la. omg, i donno y am i saying sry. im stress i guess.

imma mad women. beware @.@

2005-11-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

dats me tennis-ing. and dats how i WON nigel. HAHAHA =)

sErEnEz--- cant wait for next week to be over!!! says:
dont u just love me
ohh la la. says:
yes women

2005-11-13T00:24:00.000+08:00

serene says, im holding a hammer.
but i still love her. ALTHOUGH she drew me not smiling and hers is.

2005-11-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

serene loves me a whole bunch =). <3<3<3

thats her lips and her KISS.

ohhh, loves

2005-11-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

THIS POST IS FER MAH SERENE DARLING <3.
love me love me love me. hahahas xp.

too-day. NO TUTION =). sho erm, tml morning 8.30 start, 4 HOURS LEH. sad case.
dens, i went to tennis with cz and gel. ok, i was darn latte larhs. suppose to be dere at 1 but i reach dere like 2?. xp.. sheesh. i WON nigel, 7-2 =). played till late 3 den i went to BATHE dennns makan. eeeks, the chicken rice at WB is like horrible; HARD CHICKEN.

FOYER. ok, didnt do much today larhs. spent so long in church promoting the upcoming YISS camp coming in dec05.*BTW, ANY YOUTHS OUT THERE WANNA GO! HOLLER OR TAG ME*. yesh, had s stroll with petrina and kinda like talk things out larhs. felt so much better x). THANKS PET <3.

serene darling, i miss you alot ahahas. we shall go shit in some shopping center's toliet and bitch. haha i'll get the ball rolling by farting ok? hahhahahaa, yesh i wanna go out/shopping with you and get broke ;s. BRING ME TO THAT SHOP. hahaha ok? and i know we can gross each other out badly =x. WHOAHAHAHAHS, girl we still haf to like give louis a TOTAL make over. since his mole is done, haha its easier. hahaha =x.

ok girl. this post is JUST FOR YOU.

m

2005-11-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

greetings my fellow ailens and monsters,
half of my papers has been taken.
mostly a pass, but nort a 'WOW' kind ;x.

btw, HAPPY BURTHDAY CZ_TWO =).
im the good guy side. haha

mugged mugged till the morning 2-3am?, wakes up like 530AM? omg. im sucha toopid arse hole, i know i haf to get my beauty sleep but i spend my time mugging and being online. To let some frens, confine into me, dens i complain to cz,pad and gel. HAHAHAS =). o well, thats usual larhs right guys? tennis kaki aka online complain buds, INVESTMENT!, chicken cutlet and the goos hand sign. hahaha FURNIE LEHS xp. real pure fun, poke fun.

my mommy called me a PRINCESS =).
HAHA, cos i <3 the sharkfin soup from some resturant den i only like the crab meat i dont like shark. HAHAHAS, yesh im werid den i told her u give u my shark i take dahs crabs. =). had 2(TWO) of it larhs, yummy =). den mum when to heat it up mahs den she serve me on the coffeetable while im here blogging.. WHOAHAHAHAHAHAS, im lovin'it. to add on i haf apple juice x).

my bro called my mommy FAT. o well, my mum nearly wack him in dah face. :*PIAK.
wth, my mum called me skinny/bonny. wahlans leh, i makan alot wors. HAI arghhhs, my sis is a bitch. bitches about me to my mum wth, no wonder my reputation among my mum's frens kinda suxs. my dad bitches about my height and my bro's. yeah i wanna keep teh status of being taller den my bro, so im keeping away from him xp.

o well, i so wanna catch a bunch of moooo-vies. ohhhh i cant wait.
holidays are coming. a LONG LONG one, sho yeah JIO me out hahaha. omg, ill only jio serene out =x. hahahas xp.

yes, no tennis so wad? i slept on the sofa AND i went to blade around mah area. =))). i drown a bee down the toliet, WHOAHAHAHA; saddist me. yesh, hmmmm what else. I MISS MAH PILLOW xp. SO BADLY. but im lazy to go up. ok people u all better go bathe cos.. i bathe liao. =P

loves

2005-11-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

YAY! finally i got the s.code for dreamweaver =)
den wanted to put up this skin long time ago liao!
YAYAYAYAYAYAY x).

tennis-ed ytd, felt SOOOOOOO much better.
yesh, now im gonna mug wif fiqbro at tmart macs =)
a place which i haf been hogging since exams begun to start x)

sho. TATATAs. tell me if ZIM AND ME are cute =) haha

when pigs flys

2005-11-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

serene, i agree with you. This year passby so fast, too fast. 16 to 17, another year just pass. In the beginning of the year, i was so excited. A new year, a new beginning; a fresh start. i so wanted to be 17, den now when i am alredy 17... i dont feel the diff. i gain, i lost many things this year. i gain knowledge most. i miss my grandma most. well, i cant expect life to be the way i want it to be. day in day out, i live my life noramally. a simple life. yet sometimes why do i tear? yet sometimes i scream and feel depressed? why?. is there a true reason for it? now when i look back, i live in regrets. like WHY didnt i do this, WHY did i think of it, WHY didnt i hear it, WHY did i acted like that. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. now, i got to face the music; suffer. somehow, i ask alot of questions and the answers are like 'delivered' to me week later or so. i pray, sometimes i complain.. why?. jus three letters. w h y; WHY. its been hard, real hard.

now, im blessed. really thank god for everything. i feel so much better and i made new friends =). tennis kaki. czTWO and nigel and got to know pad abit more =). is like everyday sure conver together and talk talk talk. really funnny. every 5 mins; russel peters.YUPPP. nigel get so tickled so easily, madd man. czTWO toos. hahas thks for sending me all the nice oldies =). real nice. serene, my girl.. i haven slap yr boobs yet women.. u watch it. FIQZ, my mugger buddy =). poor thing, weiming got his ankle paika; lame. so no tennis for him.. RJ team lose liao. haha.

this morning. im sorry joshie boy. called u at 8 but i overslept till 9 instead of 8.05. im in the wrong for that but just giving me black face and tell me ahhh gonna meet my fren late.. hai hurt my feelings you know. i dont even hear a thnk you. at least i called, i can haf jus leave you to sleep ok. o well, pple jus dont appre. things that pple do for them. you took me for granted. =(.. cos of it, i felt so troubled all day. i donno.. im jus so emotional i guess. *is it the right word to say?* hmpfs mans.

im sry. hotel, we got to meet up and visit yijin. jus wanna let him know that we'll be there for him larhs. feeling bad cos we all use to bully HOLD-ger. hardly see him sad, always see him smiling and laughing and blurred out by us. hhaha so yeah, hope all of us can make it on sunday. just very sorrry for his lost.

a day has pass, wad haf i done?

outt

lazy but tennis

2005-11-03T01:41:00.000+08:00

as days go by.
why do i feel so down?

smiling yet down.
wth wads going on.

sleeping.
den SUDDENLY
PAD: wanna tennis?
ME: orh ok
PAD: 5-7
ME: orh

hmpfs. im lazy to type le.
remind me to blog. yeahhhs

2005-10-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

another day of tennis =).
''huh''. '' do you want to eat?//what the fuck'' . ''be a man''.
HAHAHAS; furnie

tennis

2005-10-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

fridays; days where pple look forward to.

hmmms, today? usual larhs. wake up den fall back to sleep again den dragging myself to school. hMpfs man, in class till 12 in dah afternoon. eager for my tennis to start. whoahahahs, felt so good mans. was like thinking of the longest route home from paya lebar. hmmms, yeah. cant make up my mine.. bedok? or tamp? hmmmms. den decided go bedok hunt for lunch x). yuppers, den wm was like on the way den had lunch lorhs. shaggy dog hair do. hahhas dam funny. after lunch was like 3plus? hmm yeah. bumped into jon heng and koh. sheesh of all people. hahas =). wm took dah same bus as me and like alighted to tmerah and walk all the way home from dere, how nice right? hahas, was a fast trip back for me too all green light; ZOOM ZOOOM ZOOOM. go home pack slack online and off i went. to tmerah to meet PAD. yuppers, went to his buddies house to play tennis. so glad dat my strokes are back and the bad thing was my blister came out again. Hmpfs mans, right thumb and how to how my racket laddat? jialats. o well, after dat.. DINNER. quite a walk larhs. ate prawn mee. NORT NICE. hmpfs waste my 2.50. dots mans. slacked till 10.40 den when to bus stop and wait for 2. LONG mans. was nice for the 3 guys to wait. haha mimic frankies voice den ahahha, cz is GAY. gosh fun mahs. great time =). only when i gort home, the old matters begun flashing.. dad, mum etc. hmpfs WADEVA. I really enjoyed my day.

tennis. im so gonna improve

2005-10-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

HURR-PIIEE BUURTHDAY PADDY ; 18 old liao.
and HAPPY 6teen to YUAN DERN; 16-17 no diff larhs.
ohh love me; i remembered both yer bdays.

so many things happen mans.
ytd, bro did some park-kor shit and twisted his hand. dam scary; freaked me out. his hand like a letter 's'. eeks! he went for operation at eleven till midnight. one over hour in the op. room. poor mum. sam and me didnt haf app. to makan dinner too. SAD RIGHT. hmpf too worried. is like no matter wad is my relationship woth my bro. he is still the IRRITAING, ANNOYING, DUMB-ASSED bro that i love. yuppp and worst is HE IS MY YOUNGER BRO. hais man.. silly lil boy.

today! im so gonna kill hakim.
went to DG den found out no class. TOOTS! alwasy laddat. waste my ezlink $$. wanted to flip on super deduper heavy table out of the library and make it land at 'this fashion'. hmpf but i tot of those innocent shoppers so i didnt. ;p. so serene me and louis went to like GET STUFF. hahahs lol. i and serene walked to tangs from DG; keep fit mahs. yeps had a great tyme talking to her. YEAHS.

keyboard class was erm FUN?
some new chi-jap HOT? guy entered the class larhs. finally someone my age lorhs. but he DAM DAO. borrow my ipod ear piece oso neva say thks or wad. RUDE. i was freezing and JAMMING. i found some sercets in the keyboard itself. got some master piece dat can be auto-ed played. YUP tried playing during my slacking moments and DJ-ing. hahas COOL eh?.

on thr mrt back home.
more guys to watch. VJC guys hahas o my all sports cca de i guessed. made my journey a bit exciting. but i don feel interested. HAHAS; bleahs. RIGHT WEIMING? hahahs didnt know u were on a look out or something, poor boy are results eh? nvm kies? i'll do my best to cheer u up even if u need to feel tennis BALLS, i'll give you my UN-OPENED tennis ball can; BRANDED LEH. *u better smile.

serene! go get a stick. fooling around with men aint good. RANDOM in this kind of thing aint good; NO KICK. hahahs love u girl. dont get lost in CITYarea. anyways still love you.

shopping after ALL da papers end kies?

whoahhahs. love

2005-10-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

new specs; orange ohh its flashy!
new top; blue wif green straps?
new shoe; NIKE. white,red,sliver in color.
happy me; oh yeahs

english was certainly a bore.
wads next? TUESDAY no school.
ahhhLEHHHyuuYAAAHHHs.

specs was 98 bucks
top was 36 buckies
shoe was 75!!!!!; beat THAT.

zichee was talking to me all day. so sweet right? AHHHS. wanna teach me chem right? u better senior dont back up. BOOhooopooos. yeah im vain im vain. hahas bleahs. zichee is cute too. and he wans to GET men's boobs; tell me how much does it cost okies. hahahas

joshieGOSHIE hmpf now i got lens and specs. lens is PURPLE. ;p be jelous. haha

serenedarling. i love you girl.

ryll; i updated.

ohh miss me

2005-10-16T11:59:00.000+08:00

im happy, yet i feel troubled ; weird hors.
days passes, mugged nort enuff.
time seem to pass belly fast these few weeks.
im a year older now,
shldnt i be abit different in the way i see things?
i changed; becoming more erm a all rounder thinker.
and yet if i see someone's smiling face all
the worries drop and happy tots arise. x)

whatevers, i know i got to change for the better.
the world aint gonna end soon; GOD wants me here x)

HMPF. didnt go to church this week; gulity.
also didnt go out with gen. really was lazy and no money in ezlink.
ended up slacking at jo's hse.
LOLs naruto-ed. had dinner; MACS and played some comp games.

2005-10-15T15:42:00.000+08:00

in joshieGOSHIE's hse now.
blogged;happy?

serene, the pics i upload and
share it another time.
HE-WOMEN; boohOOs x)

i know im gonna get punk by gen peeps later.
i got extra shirt in mah bag. CLEVER ME =)

ok, im getting boring. bare with it

godbless

bday girl

2005-10-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

happy seventeen birthday to me x) - mins away b4 its over

whoahahas, so many pple remembered; touched from the bottem of my heart <3.
TAILONG was like the early bird, kept sms-ing me happy birthday hours before it is =). even dedicated a song for me on perfect ten; how sweet is that!. PAD, i was like reminding him and count down from days to hours to minutes; HHAHAHAHS. ngeeannseniors; ALL REMEMBERED =) esp my dad JERRY! and kor ANDREW! and nort forgetting the cute ZI CHEEE! always so shy but cute lorhs. hahahahs o well, u said u wld treat movie/a meal. BLEAHS. yeahs; happy happy little me. genesis; STACY! you were the special one, sms-ed me FURST among all and typed the most 'happy' in dere; love you girl. TERESA and TERRANCE and ANDREW and many more.SERENE; girlfriend, yours was kinda special too, got all the emotions in dere =).TENNIS girls. DARI & SHANNON; love yeah both =). LEX!; felt so bad that u werent well and had to wake up to wish me. and maybe my ICE-CREAM? someother time okies? hees =) JOSHIE BOY; you better get well, hollered you and u sounded so sick!. aww mans, i feel bad whenever on someday special to me and someone close to me aint enjoying it but one is suffering terriberly. IT SUCKS; i feel gulity lorhs donno why. maybe its my day thats why. anyways, SMILE and get well asap and can celebrate belated-ly on friday! okies? comeon CHEER UP and smile x). [machiam dedication/thk u passage]

omg omg omg omg omg! today when i go out, so MANY people stared at me. i felt super deduper WEIRD like im wearing my panties outside. zi chee said cos im like superwomen. SIAOness ; =p. o OH okies, went to bmerah. LOUIS was late cos he cld nort find my LAST min gift. whoahahas; anyways real nice of you to go get it. and U CUT yr hair. i tink its like even shorter den your privite hairs.whoahahs jking. serene got me the cutest gift. that my all time fav chocolate =). louis got me a erm bracelet? and its PURPLE! ; all right. prac was PACKED with lotsa pple and it certainly was a waste of time there. nort long we left. BLEAHS.

got home? CAKE CAKE CAKE; yummy. family day today. BELATED B-days are for FRIENDS =).got home and more testimonals to accept. even JONATHAN; JO your bro ,wished me too! erm like the unexpected pple wish me happybday this year. SO COOL right? i home next year oso laddat. really blessed by god's blessing to have such good feelings. thk YEW. hahas. CHERYLL; was surprised but was real sweet of you too =).

okokies, A WHOLE bunch of THANK YOU to all.

loves x). love love love. lovin; ashlee simpson - boyfriend song. i scar all my old songs in mah ipod mini. downloaded itunes and PUT in this song. so that i cld DANCE on the train to and from SCHOOL today x). hahas ok im old. loves x)

2005-10-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

one more day; 8 more hours to be exact, to SWEET SEVENTEEN

PAD and DONKEY knows each other via soccer i think; the world is getting smaller =p
o well, starting to open up my links and some how i feel trapped. grrrs.
on my bday den i blog larhs. pure lazy now.

2005-10-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

punked. flour-ed.
happy? next week still got round two for me cos today was like a DRY RUN. kaos; BIG BULLIES.
2 more days till im 17. i love counting down but i feel like its 2 more months till my bday. aint excited about being older. cos im NORT 18. 16 and 17 doesnt make a diff. HMPF.

love

2005-10-08T01:06:00.000+08:00

happy bday joshie boy =).
hahas, can tell by yer face that u really like dah NEW wallet. hees; =p. *cant wait for mine =p*
ohhhohhh, 3 more days people! den im SEVENTEEEN.

after class, dropped in joshie's place. naruto-ed and bleach-ed. YEAHSSSS, erm dats all lorhs. den we cabbed to dhoby; plaza sing. gald we went early. got to get so many stuff and had errors at yamaha. the drum sticks too, oh mymy. from there den we -or rather said HE- happliy go down to 'FLASH AND SLASH' to get his bday gift. real happy for him , got the desgin he wanted.. instead of my CHOOSING it. *YEAHS*

on tuesday (AHEM 17), jo got robotics thing and lup is looking forward to working with joshie boy too =). all the best boys ;).

okies. dats all for today. i mugged chem. be happy for me

lotsa of love

2005-10-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

no add maths class today. didnt know. we waited like 30 mins before going to the admin and gets things cleared. felt dump, all three of us did. so we walked around PS. den from walking den we wanted to catch a movie. 'four brothers'. yeah we jammed around the arcrade, and played some stupid waste of money games. HAHAs real waste of money. and the worst part is we walked out empty handed; sad sad sad.

the moive, WOOOhooos. the movie was nice and real erm touching in some way or another. YUPPERS =). the cute one esp! he is the youngest in the family and the cutest! too bad he died half way and vomited blood. disgusted me. but i'll wish to meet him in person!

hahas, okies dats all for today.
felt bad, didnt go for mass cos of my tummy ache and had to get some stuff in tamp.

JOSHIE BOY- tml your birthday le; excited? few more hours plus 4 days its mine =p.

SERENE GIRLFRIEND - love it today. hakim sucks

love me.

2005-10-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to sue ann ( council dancer ) and frankie! hahahs. old people =p
keyboard class.
its really a [haha] to me. im the youngest as in AGE group; damit. all adults there, and the notes are just erm readable and easy to play with my music; organ background. the teacher was pretty impressed herself =). im like advacing already in the furst lesson. some adults there dislike me being there and getting the lime light cos im the youngest and AHEM the most talented one around. i like my teacher, kinda scared at furst den she like opened up more and so warm. frankly i shld have taken the 2nd stage ones.

rushed out of class to the tai stand. saw the Q. i ran to the bus stop. YUPPIE got it in and cabbed to church for mass. after mass had dinner at dragon valley den HOME SWEET HOME.

to all: lets pray for a better day tomorrow =).
jo, your birthday is tml. BIG boy le *oops, dats wad i said last year*

i gotta look out of the box.
BOOOM.

2005-10-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

bored in the morning, cos mua no class so zhu-ed till eleven BEAT THAT! okies dah singnet guy came fix oso machiam never fix still i have to plug up the wire to SURF the net. -poor little me; come hug me- hahahs =p BLEAHS. see my doggies? CUTE RIGHT; aww u better agree. so erm went for prac today, didnt do much. our dumb phy prac teacher gave us A levels phy practical and we didnt notice till he told us - im so blind the cover got write A level somemore *diao* - okies, i went to CHURCH - the best place on earth- to mug den met jon and teresa for mass. i LOVE mass. is like so special today. we, containing me jon teresa tall-marcus like went up to sit IN FRONT larhs to let the old folks have the seat. SEE WE SO GOOD. haha actually the father said 'children' but i looked it as like children of god so yeah NOT SO PAISEH mahs. dam fun larhs his speech really enjoyed it. worth going and im going for all this week! tml gonna rush to church after keyboard class at DG. sobs taxi!. yeah but its worth it, pple hu didnt go its such a waste larhs. tml is about prayer so i really must go. =pPpPpPpPp. saying about the exp.? i cant form it and put it in words it just so 'WOW' larhs that u have to exp it yrself den u'll get wad im trying to say. hahas. i'll update tml AGAIN. been blogging alot recently =p.

love ya

2005-10-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

thats him.

LAZYING!!!

wait, say awwww

cos he is SHO CUTE!

and smelly at times

so BOOhoospoos

i love him and spark equally

wan see him, VISIT ME

love

2005-10-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

thats me! and flaffy =)

up close pic; im ugly here mind u

jus wanna show off dah dog ;p

2005-10-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

what yea think of me? hahas

im just pure BORED.

2005-10-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

come open up a new chp, help me people. i tend to open up to god and turn to him. i open the bible and flip into a random page. i believe that the lord will give me hints on what he is trying to tell me. hmm i'll just remember the things he said. yupps. haiz deep in i hope its heal fast and i know wads gonna happen in the future. yeah gonna put my life in gods hands. jo like suddenly so touched by the youth mass he went at boon lay ytd. glad he met new friends and had a wonderful time =). wanna go there one day to experience it. gonna be a blash! hees; whoahahaas. suddenly i feel so evil in a cheecky way. BLEAHS. i wan to get a new bible that i bring around all day. bday is coming glad to know pple are out dere hu wanna celebrate wif MUA. o my real touched. *hees weeewoooweee* jo, somehow i donno how to thk u for being there for me even when im so down and im like so erm baddie to u i think. blah blahs.. i really don know wad to say now.

serene, i love u girl. got worried when it started raining cats and dogs this afternoon.. (aww, aint i sweet enuff?). HAHAs. frankie, u dam GONG, hahas i donno why but u dam GONG u donkey. hahaha (jkin)..kelly, JIA YOU!. yuppers. henrick, u better pass PROMOS okies? if not go poly wif mua next year.

okies. dats all for today larhs. real glad net is ''working'' via lan. NORT WIRELESSS. o well, i got new pics go friendster! ok 1-2 pics. hahas. ok BO LIAO me. booHOOpoos.

i miss u pple. turning seventeen soon so lets party!.. den back to mugging. hahas

love u pple. love more to some pple =)

HHEES. key board class on wed. CANT wait.

LOVE ME. make me SMILE

bbday

2005-10-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

my birthday is coming yet i aint happy about it. how sucky can it get? erm 9 more days? YUP jo's yours is 5 =). looking forward (my capital dropping). sadded, mum and dad wont be home for my bday and cfm my bro and sis 4gets one. SOBSOB.. o well getting older only nia. somehow i think wads the point of having a bday when you cant have your love ones around.. when i entered this world my whole family was dere (minus bro and sis.. not out yet) yupp esp my cous.. hees =). now its so different.. is like friends now u are part of your love ones department. yup! haiz.. somemore exams are coming. SUXs my bday got sci prac till 5 sobs. wadeva larhs.. i just hope neat year will be better if i can ever live that long. o well now.. im still sweet 16! okok, now its abit sour. hmpf i wan my happy life back. drag me dere pple.

life sux when everything rejects you

back

2005-10-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

updated (happy jo?)
life? hasnt been really that good. kinda think my life sux. chuan hui aka PIKA.. really shock to see u tag but anyways i love you and i miss you girl. miss all your jumping/dancing and yr RUBBISH. esp our kungfu style of fighting in np ;). hotel shld meet up some day and like jus hang out!! luppy's idea. real touched (SOB SOB).

i so wanna end my life now. sometimes wen i walk into my room, i feel like im useless. like i think my parents had me for like nth. i never achieve anything that ever put a smile on their faces. feeling so down yet in the outside world i jus wear a smile. that smile; its so heavy.

mug mug mug. aint mugging that much. don even know it i can make it. with tings like that how?. jo said jus think that this is a obs that i must win. fucking hard esp when im torned up. but i aint giving up in anything i believe.. im gonna fight my way thru and one day i so gonna shout and tell the world that im ok and rocking! with my head held high.

friends? im blessed i got serene to hear me out. some other ngeeann peeps too and remus. thks pple! OOOPS. jo too! really brightens my day when u put on both baby jo face 1 and 2. really gonna treasure it =)

there is a hole in my heart. where my blood is flowing out and i think im gonna die. somehow i feel that an fat arse elepahnt weighing 5 tonnes is on me. i feel so compressed and like cant breathe that kind of feeling. food? i even forget to eat! and when its dinner time.. i cant even finish my meal. wads wrong with me! fuck it.

i wish i wish i wish. i prayed. i read the bible more often these few days and i really wanna be closer to god and wan him to guide me in the correct path and bring up hopes. achieve wad i believe in.. but there are sometings i donno if i can eva achieve. (sadddd; me crying BOOHOOOs)

OHHH. i really need u to hear me out... i feel im falling from a million story tower and im in darkness. souting yet no one can hear me. crying yet no one can see me. ARGH so wanna end my life. but its foolish................ HELP me im in darkness living in a bright world. im scared to meet pple. lord, help.

im outt-- im just useless

2005-09-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

2nd post today. i wan to be whole again NOW. i have never gone thru this in my life before where i can like jus die here and tell myself its ok to die. somehow i feel there is really no point of living in this world anymore.. and maybe i shld jus end it.*wait* its stupid i know but i donno why but it makes me feel better instead of creating more problems and making pple around me so worried and you so irritated. i hate this current me right now. is like i have to depend on so many pple jus to cheer me up and put me on track. i wanna like shine again in this world where its so dark in my eyes. and i hope u cld give me this second chance to like shine and stop be negative about it. i really need to get back on my feet and start walking with my head up high or even just start standing up. i donno why is it this difficult for me to like live on..??!!. i so wan to like have my normal happy life back where i can love and have friends around me to be there for me when i need them. GOD, sometimes i wonder why u put me in this path? and make me suffer? hmmmm.. i knoe u do this with a reason behind it.. u entered in my dreams trying to tell me wad is it. maybe it took long for me to get it.. u had to like ask pple close to be to tell me. even gracelyn is like there to like help me. really wanna thk both sisters =).hmpf.. i wann to live happily now. my exams are nearing and my grades are dropping. i dont blame you on it, i blame myself for nort being able to like be strong for it. i love this world but sometimes its jus so hard for me to fit in to blend with everyone. i feel so far away from all of you. im like at the bottem of the well trying to seek forgivness and love from you. sometimes i jus wan to hug you nd say.. thks for like being dere for me. but its hard.. old habits hard to kick eh? hai... to me i lost so many things that i deared and the worst part is that... ITS GONE! and its neba gonna come back to my path again unless in years to come. i really do wanna change fot the better if nort.. i rather jus end it. god, i put my life in your hands.. of u wan to do anything.. jus do it don stop. im ready for you. so if im ever gone... i jus wanna say a big thk you to all; LOVE YOU MOST. yuppers. im trying to get the old christie back before its too late. time that is. o time. i really wan you back.. i wan it so much dat im willing to put my whole life in it. i got to go now.. okies? if i live tml i'll blog.

seeking; help

ff

2005-09-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

days have turn to weeks. what have i done? feeling so down yet i know there are good friends out there who cares.i love u all; thks.

like what joshie boy said to me. this is like a big obs. that i have to erm like win it and get on with life. im jus afraid that i will fall back and no one is there to offer their hand to bring me up to help me continue this race.

i lost eveything in my life. sometimes i ask myself if im worth living in this world where i feel so rejected.

serene, girl i wanna thk you lots. have been by my side teaching me how to bitch and have fun. hees =). really wanna hang put with u more often... really makes my day =)

but i really wanna refresh my life where i and love everyone again. like a second chance to shine in this world. i pray. i'll put it all in god's hands and he will guide me. SUDDENLY, i feel so blessed. i got friends around me and you. ahijah yet sad a little.

OHH life. now.. i dont feel like doing anything but to get that back in my life. i don wanna feel down, lost and alone. i wanna be noticed by people. when i go to church i feel so happy cos pple there noticed me and treat me like im someone special. YUP. i love going to church =).

hmmm yup. back to LIFE. i got in yamaha. paid 210 bucks ytd larhs. BOOhoos; broke.

-i wanna feel whole again

i pray

yamaha

2005-09-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

wanna join yamaha's key board class, but is expensive i think compared to others. i guessed yamaha's erm standard is high i hope. really wanna learn fully the keyboard stuff. den mayb go on to guitar.. SOUNDS COOL EH?. real cool mayb i and jo join the guitar after our current interest.

exam-less today. went to yamaha today at dhoby, went to check things out regarding my current interest. ok COOL. love it =) jus needa travel it wanna go for class. starts in october man; whoott. okies, CASH? donno- i think im paying for the course and mum might be like getting me a new keyboard. she asked me go check out on the model man. THIS ROCKS.

took a bus back to bed-ok. MUGGED. okies, erm wif NGEEANN boys. 2 boys. whoahaha both my school senior. jio-ing me go SP. omfg larhs, i wanna go tp design. kaos, that frankie eat so much.
BK at 4.30. den mug.. BK at 7. madness. SIAO-ness.

i miss everyone.esp someone. i really do. sometimes i feel alone; loner.. but when someone sms(es) or calls me, i feel that im not forgotten by some. aww man, i act too much. maybe try become a DJ. yoyoyoyo! but i love designing so yah. HAHA mixed. music? sports? i love so many things. i love you. AWWW, see how sweet i can be? hahas-

ohh dont run out of gas girl - nelly.

banglas get punked - HAHAHAHAHHA

o well, drunken mad pony

ho

2005-09-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

ps2.yes, my controller is still there at jon's place. my xbox crash game is with jo and i got him some gum for his teeth; SUGAR FREE =). better watch on your sugar level teh?

celebrated maria's early birthday at parkway burgerking. usual la, cakes. ON HER FACE =). brannie kop her slippers etc.. all the same. HAHA- after that, dey went to play pool. i and jo went back via cab. this time we q-ed up at the taxi stand. SMART CHOICE lors.whoahahahahas.

maybe monday watch the longest yard with remus, jo and many few others. nort confirm yet.. but i sure wanna catch it. both remus and jo sad it was nice, NIGGER. haha cools.

grrr. my eye balls are killing me. DAM PAIN! and im so lazy to walk to my room and sleep. HEES; serve me right lorhs. henrick oso say. WHOAHAHA. o well pigged.

watched bleach 48 , 49. cant wait for 50. and my naruto 151 to download finish. 22% le. CONTUNE TML BAHS.

knocking outt

boo

2005-09-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

science; DOOMED. 15 mintues brake after each paper? WHOAHAHAHA, freaking 5 hours leh. i wanna dance i wanna shop. but i wanna DANCE till my worries i forget my worries!! YEAH. hmpf but deep in im missing of someone who makes me whole. damit. i got home freaking early larh. all i did was to hog the lappy till now. downloaded maple to play till midnight =). YEAH YEAH YEAH hope joshie will play too den nort so boring lor when mapling. YUPPPPP. i miss the old days lorh. been trying to download the bitcomet programe since evening? yupp. got the connection problem so yah i keep restarting lappy lor. have to do this for the sake of NARUTO and BLEACH =). ahYAH joshie, i go your hse watch bah. save all this trouble... BLEAH.. den waiting for the thing ti download also so LONGG. gosh i cannot TAHAN. bleah.. i really want time heals me up and time heals everyting else up. love

boo

2005-09-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

life has been difficult for me these pass week. my path has been changed for the time being i guessed. someone impt to me has embarked on another journey. prelims are here.. mug mug mug. but seriously? i aint mugging.. i mug the onces i felt like mugging. and i regret. emath paper. didnt mug on LOCI! i forgot all about LOCI and it came out. bleah. BOOMED. 2005 has been the worst year of my life dude, really. mum's bday ytd. felt bad didnt come back home on time to celebrate with the rest.. didnt get a prizzie too. =(. BAD GIRL. today was crazy. 900-1100 p1. 1130-1400 p2. 330 practical at bmerah. its killing me.. making me go LALALALALALALA like a retarded. my life changed. broken into a million pieces. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. life sux these days. FFTF.. my aim now. yup.. whoahaha bitch. deep down.. its killing me

open up

2005-09-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

rainny day
the trees are lovin'it
but not me

jo went to comex fair,
his sis gort a lappy..
he gort his dvd writer

and MY DAD,
gort us a lazer printer!
he claims that its BIG,
cos he didnt bring it home..

wet wet wet; hang didnt eat sick
went to st stevens for the sports thingyi
seems everyone has been enjoying their time

terrance look so PRETTY =)
with his sbs colour ribbons teresa tied on his head
pretty boy.

JAMMING? hmm gonna think about it
sounds fun.. den stef yang joining
but i really wan jo in too

aikido 2nd kyu, love it my rank =) ;evil grins*
hmmm OK la. tanglin CC even send me a letter
if i wanna be in the youth community; WHOAHAHA.

by the time i went home,
my dog licked my face
awww. how cute is he..
all dogs goes to jon's heaven!!

2005-09-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

get punked up
old lady with a punk att.
COOL!

ate fish ball noodles for lunch
YUMMY; lotsa fish ball =)
chilli was ok-ok lol.

my fcuking teacher, addmaths teacher
last minute told us,
FRIDAY 2 SEPT GORT EXTRA CLASS.
6.30-8.30 pm.

cant go for 1st part of gen meeting.
BOOhoo; sorry

dinner by the beach; somesort
YUMMY! tasted dam good
thanks remus =)
had a great time today.

really felt so much better
HEES.

lord,
i wanna thk u

im outt

orhh

2005-08-31T20:56:00.000+08:00

what is this feeling in me?
why am i feeling neglected?
even you, why?

maybe im so use to secondary school days.
that when i see someone i know or familar,
i smile and wave at them.

now? its so different.
i miss ngeeann days.
i really do, esp council and npcc.
HMPf. i miss you people

i hate anti-social people
in my present school,
there is so many of them
i only can open up to few close peeps.

neglection, ohh is there such a word?

i pray for the better.
lord hear me

youth formation

2005-08-28T02:02:00.000+08:00

saturday; its usual.
BUT orh orh-ed at 3.30am
woke up at 8.30am.
and class starts at 10am.

i was anti- jap.
i was anti- american.
THINK. is sg a communist? or decro.?
PAP. is CONTROLLING US.

enuff said.
kinda late for youth mass.
walked from siglap macs to church.
LONG walk. -zhuLIAN.

reached church...
the surroundings was wonderful.
HEES; beautiful =).

youth mass was cool.
BUT THE SONGS? omg.
some songs aint nice to sing.
bleah =p.

SPS, SJI, SAC, KC?
i felt so outt.
how about holy family? =).

everyone look more LIFE-ly today =)
and smiles on their faces
and warm huggs.
OHH i love it.

jo, u still owe me a hug.
DOUBLE HUG.
*wacks butt.

took LOTSA piics.
and it just taken and sent to erm
the LAPTOP? fast right?
i was sua ku. -.-''.

left church when i heard
them stacking up chairs
and tables.. etc etc etc.
HEES; zhulian.

prelims are nearing.
DAM it.
main papers are coming.
DAM IT.

have i mugged?
NONONO.
im worst den last year.
this sux.

lord, guide me.
lotsa love.
IM OUTT-

girls

2005-08-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

i love it today =)
but sorry jo.

love the girlies
saw donkey HAHA.

GREAT day
im lovin it

heehaha

2005-08-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

its been a long day. HMPF
add math.. was paying attention =)
serene went to watch dum sum dollies

hEE. went to tp to wait
for baby jo's sc meeting to end
1 over hour.

but i gort a ring! a purple ring; pERRFECT.
haha. SWEETIE =)

tonight baby jo is a REAL SWEETIE PIE.
haha, had dinner at swens ;).
really enjoyed my day =)

AWWW. u made my day
JUST smile; im happy =)

love ya lots
muacks

2005-08-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

my baby jo,
im happy for you;
that yr ISSO presentation is over =)

and do you know,
you look HANDSOME today?
with lens on and stylo hair.

THANK YOU,
for following me to makan at mensa..
THANK YOU,
for fixing my photoshop..
THANK YOU,
for HUGGING you!

HEE HEE; wiggle wiggle

muacks

BOOOOYEAH

2005-08-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

its a sunday, a NORMAL sunday.
makes you lazy, SUPER lazy.

lunched at ubi ave 1,
blk 325. CHICKEN CHOP; yummy =)
drank some gas drink; grape? YEA

baby jo and i,
i really enjoyed myself =)
THANK YOU BABY JO.

we walked, walked and WALKED.
typical me; gort super lazy easily.
we malled. HEES happy people

ICECREAM! COOKIES! LJS!
hahas; PIGGYY US.
but its YUMMY

jo,
you are so sweet; dah sweetest in fact.
the display was really nice
and it was worth waiting.
i really had to say WOW many times.
love it. the beauty of art in the high up sky.

we walked alot!
def lost some unwanted fats HAHA.
boy, do well for your presentation tml kies?
all the luck. MUACKS

im outt-
my jo's dah best

funn

2005-08-10T16:54:00.000+08:00

coloured mah hair; finally =)
didnt go purple wif ash thingyi.
ended up wif brownish-red RED.
hmpf, nort light enuff.

nevermind, i think eh..
im gonna look presentable with this =)
YAHHOOO, 2005 is ending

cant wait to get into poly
and have my 6 mths of slacking
BUT, gotta mug.
sadness.

national day,
heng and me went shopping.
from parkway to suntec to far east..
back to ubi. =).. to see baby jo. YAYNESSS

got a skirt, a top and
somesort of a belt.
yah.. broke.
wanna work..

heng sent me dah details for the comp fair
job appilcation. i wanna WORK!
=) but i think mugging is more impt.
so, i gonna balance myself up.

today? kinda boring.
den later gort youth formation meeting.
and im super hungry now.
parents aint home.

dad coming home on friday
mum, monday midnight.
hmpf. terror.

maybe this sunday go
heng's hip hop class?
den meet baby jo for the fireworks thing =)
happy.

lazy-ness.
im outt

dance

2005-08-07T02:24:00.000+08:00

started with a day to school,
BOOR-ring; dats for sure.
i was like sleepy. SOBs

went to jo's house,
ate chicken burger =)
YUMMY ; smiles

after mass, went to airport
love my dinner; POPEYES
haha.. mash potato =)

HURPIE BDAY MARK!
we got him a chocolate/coffee cake i think =s.
i didnt eat dah cake at all larhs.

whoa, our dance.
hmpf. crap at furst...
lucky mel gort the thing going...
she over did it =s. heng said so too

ended up dancing larhs,
go in a circle and do a lil dance.
FUN FUN FUN=)

HENG, thks for da music
and teaching me the dance steps =)

hmm im tired.
so im outta here.

love ya

2005-08-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

my addmaths teacher is a virgin.
and he is like in his mid 30s.
he kept saying, 'AHHHH..'
freaking irritating for god sake.

indians in my addmaths class
one big hell-of a joke larhs.
i have been making fun of them for 2 days.
i confess! ahhas-

been talking to frankie these couple of days
really nice, socialable etc etc.. BLAH BLAH
miss the old days back in ngeeann.
DAM it larhs.

went for tp CNN day thingyi.
HAPPY for c116g.
sold everything and made great profits =)
well done. HEES.
went to many other stalls =)

i saw..
MANY ngeeann-ians =)
aww, it really makes my day
i feel home =)).

i so wanna dye my hairr.
its been months. BOOO
tp design... i am so going there.
IMD!/ visual comm.

jo, i love you.
you are my everything.

people thinks im strong...
ohh, dats just the outer christie.
inside, im really soft, emotional? crapp
i donno why.. good? bad?
more of bad..SOB*

i have a pillar
dat keeps me strong
i love him
he is my joshie.
know as baby jo =)
muacks

im outt. god bless

2005-08-03T15:40:00.000+08:00

FUCKED UP-

HATE, OHH WAD A WORD.

prelims are coming,
3 more months damit its nearing,
MUGGED? no.

practically, i gort no time
to do wadd i really wanna do.
FUCKED UP LARHS.

how i wish, exams are over
and EVERYDAY i can sleep late.

yeah, jo's blog is a horror
neva wanna see it.
he thinks its dam cool laddat.
bullshit

i dont know wads wrong with me,
JACK ASSES around me.
fuck off lah. nearly scolded an old lady today
in dah freaking bus, talk like everyone is freaking deaf.
WTHELL LA. i wanna sleep oso cannot.

i needa peace my mind,
im messed up.

fuck off

12 mohts

2005-08-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE 12 MONTHS =)
time really flies; DAM FAST.
happy and sad times
its part of being in a relationship.

started of, waking up joshie
going to TP, at 9 plus going 10?
bummed into baofa
chatted, WOW catched up alot =)

blogging my new skin; mapled too =)
pictures and pictures
its bloodly mafan
but it turns outt great!

frankly, i bummed into many ngeeann seniors of mine =)
edwin; paddling his DB sticks
zi chee; at mensa makaning/making fun of me
YEAH and more. NGEE ANN DAY =)

after lunch, went to tMALL
get dah ISLAND tickets; at 7pm
off to practical at merah

the movie was GREAT!
but joshie boy had a tummy ache =s.
so the last 30 mins, he was standing
poor boy of mine.

kinda enjoyed myself with joshie boy today
YAY-ness =).
i love him to dah bits.
i drew for him a card; HOPING HE WLD LOVE IT

added frankie on my list.
chat chat chat =)
old ngeeann buddy.. HAHA fun chatting thou
miss dah days back den. I REALLY DO.

NGEEANN, i love you.
but the love is neva greater than
my love you you; BABY JOSHIE =)

lets have a happy 24mth kies?
MUACKS
or forever together? YES. haha
love yah.

im outt-

2005-07-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

yellow grp. WE ROCK

josh and kenji; retards of dah day

2005-07-31T21:34:00.000+08:00

rachel and me; smile*

try spotting me =). im in WHITE hahaha

2005-07-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

me and teresa; bad hair day

genesis - sentosa; lovecircles

yellow

2005-07-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday. SENTOSA!
didnt go for homecoming. SOBS.
i miss NASS peeps man! i really do!
esp 3rd/4th student council! YEAH.

it rain. HEAVILY. sadded =(
but my grp was like belly ON.
chiong under dah heavy rain..
EVERYTHING gort wet. EVERYTHING.

made 4 new friends =)
marie, giselle, denise and felica!
yellow rocks! - yeah!

i went hiking with SLIPPERS!!!
beat that, BUT WTH LAH.
the feeling sucks.
ESP WHEN SENTOSA RAINS.
sand etc. YUCKIES!

o well, i borrowed remus' soccer shirt.
YUP. i was like wearing WHITE.
yah- its a MUST to borrow.

pizza! our lunch. 20 bucks -.-''.
yah my can drink = 1.50
sadded, EX!!!

hmpf. chicken rice for dinner lor.
WTH of all food.
HMOF. better den NO food.

if monday i dont go school,
i gort a BELLY good reason!
YEAH-yah yah yah yah.

had lotsa fun.
FUN FUN FUN!
i miss dah homecoming.
SAD SAD SAD.

hmmm. den today went for mass at 12 plus.
yeAH- we lunched at burgerking at parkway.
baby went to buy his FAKE cd. some game lah.
cost price = 35 bucks
bargain till = 20 bucks

O M G. 15 bucks off leh. SIAO.
15-ed all the way back to UBI.
bumped into kenji,brannie,mel,simon

CHIT-CHAT lah.
kenji did till he had to drop.
how nice of him.
i went to tamp =)

bought my PEN! grr all no ink.
damit i draw alot lah.
punishment =(.. but i like it.
no blue ones. so i sub it wif another brand.

YEAH- i got new earrings!
when i wear them. i show it here.
YEAH!!!!!.

just 2 morre days.
and its happy 12 months.
*do i have to skip prac?
its sounds badd. GOSH.
i wanna go CLASS!

IM OUTT-
im loved

yeah

2005-07-29T03:23:00.000+08:00

YEAH! lvl 27 le.
gosh// imma freak
sleepy MEE.

dont think i can ever WAKE UP tml morning
for 8.30 class. sadded =(

maple maple maple

i love him lots

im outtttt to bed. ooooRRRhhh oooRRRRHHH. zZzZzZ

i yah i saw wileen today at bedok inter. =)
prettier le. YEAH. miss yah girlie

boohoo

2005-07-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

YEAH!; my mage lvl eh 26 le!
WHOOHOO!; i wan PQ PQ PQ PQ PQ!
ytd PQ till like 2 plus? siao loR.
slept like 3 plus. -.-''.

woke up late today. but!
still manage to wake jo up for class. YUPPERS
lazy mee
typical lah.

was like wondering if i shld wear jeans,
or a long black skirt.
knee length.

i asked serene and jo.
serene said it was like SOMETHING NEW.
and i shld wear a pink top/colorful top instead of white.
baby didnt comment.
he didnt like it?
ade said it was nice. HEES =)

yeah; today's YOUTH FORMATION.
nice =) NEAT.
father greg was great!
love his stories!
father, WE LOVE YOU! yahoo!

did some POA stuff lor.
YEAH. if i pass POA.
gerald will giv me 100 bucks and
luis will buy me lunch at jacks.
o man i SO GONNA WIN DE BETS.

yeah. baby look damm cute today.
hees; he always is.
muacks. foouur morre dayys.

im outt-

haha

2005-07-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

miss me? HEES; yeah!
knew it. O well 2 packets of mango is like GONE?
hahah; baby lah. OOPS me too. =x=x.

poor sparky. cant sleep in my room le
cos doggies cant sleep in aircorn???
poor boy. had a fight with a cat nort long.
he got injured. GEES; im having bites everywhere.

WHOA. today emaths as usual.
SERENE CAME!; finally!
yah.. poa poa poa.
BUT today nort extra class till 4.30 lor.
HENG. was about to die.

so went home. and got my lappy!
went to tp striaght.YEAH!
i actually MUGGED poa.
hahahaha YEAH.

waited for baby.
den went to Tamp; LJS
yah. didnt go coffeebean as planned.

went home straight.
29 = SUPER PACKED.
lol stand till legs PAIN sia.
BOOHOO. bites bites.
irritating. im so gonna bathe now

im outt.
BABY i love u
6 more days

boohoo

2005-07-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

hees; maple = lvl 22 by tonight!
YEAH! thks to party quest.
baby's friend; benson?
gees; thanks.

HAPPY!
serene got outt of hospital nort long.
BUT she didnt go school today =(
BOOHOO; cheater.

tml? science practical.
i MUST go; forced
its for my own good
exams are nearing.

SHH, today went to DG after school.
bought 3 packets of mango!
bought for baby but don wanna spill the beans,
till tomorrow =) SURPRISE SURPRISE. yeah..

gosh is like 8 more days,
b4 happy 12 months =).
OOHH, I LOVE HIM SO!

bought 2 gio tees too.
one black and white each.
mum bought billabong and a ripcurl tee for me from aussie.
YEAH; the AX one nort so nice.
BUT its super ex.

now watching..
america's next top model
HEE; so many ugly ones.
but anyways all dah best ladyees.

one day i'll create FASHION!
yeah; christie's fashion style =)
YEAH, just watch people.

BOO; i miss baby.
i really do. its been 2 days.
YEAH YEAH; tml i so gonna see him.
muacks

im outt-
SEE YEA LADYEES.

nn

2005-07-24T02:55:00.000+08:00

mapling-
level 19 le! going on 20!
YEAH.

my body is still in pain,
due to ytd game/session.
ouch. terrence! GRR ; watch outt

hmpf. mummy aint home.
have to go db myself ;(.
best; im like 30 mins early.

ended up, ZzZzZ
cher came in late too; ended uo snoring or an hour.
BOO!; great sleep.
pigged -

went to baby's house
mapled lah.
lunched at bedok KFC.
yummy; my 2.95 meal

bought the fried banana thingyi??
nice; and off we went to church.
massed; KATONG LASKA.
cs-ing; usual lah. BORING.

spark is better; according to me
he looks super duper cute with the 'prince' shirt.
AHHAS; lovnit.

i miss mummy; EHH???
cos a dad cant take a role of a women.
the house = mess.

HEES; 9 more days.
till happy 12 months.
ilu

im outt- nite nite

nails nails nails

2005-07-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

happy lil mee; pigged
overslept; typically usual and expected
didnt go for emaths :s.

o WELL; den dad went up to my room,
and told me that the net can work le.
HEES; obv. i had no mood to go out or soo
so i jusy erm like, wash up and lappified.

YEAH; told louis to meet him at simei at 11am.
usual me; late
was handling my nails mah
how can a girl like me..
go out with an unfinished painted nail?
like DUH-- nort going out till im done.

okok, 1130 den reach.
BOOHOO; we went to visit serene.
A SURPRISE VISIT.
gosh, i had to like get infomation..
in order to know where we room was.

WOOOOHOOO; boring BORING.
hospitals are boring!
i cant like stay there for days and do nth!
great; it suxs man.

serene, get well asap!
and fully recovered.
we can snack on the lays and stuff; yummy.
BOOHOO; i miss you lady.

we; louis and me.
lunched at simei shopping tingyi.
FISHBALL NOODLES; expected.
hees; yummy yum yum.

went for addmaths,
boring; louis and i was barly awake lah
louis was worst; his EYES!
gosh, furst time see him laddat.

true, hakim's classes are super boring
i was nearly louis' condition too.
BOOOOOweeeWEEE.. haha.

mum fetched me back home,
with aunty tracy..
WOW, her daugther gort me the lastest harry potter book!
cool eh?; and i found lotsa gum in the kitchen.
KOP KOP KOP; before my bro and sis take my share
gosh; childish. BUT its the only way out.

YEAPS. happy me
just 12 more days to happy 12months.
YEEEPPPYY.

i love you
joshie

im outtta here--

yeah-

2005-07-21T09:46:00.000+08:00

YEAH!-
internet can work le.
WHEW; its been days lahhh-

ohh. 12 more days ;)

argh

2005-07-20T15:13:00.000+08:00

hmpf HMPF hmpf
internet connection still cannot work!
hate it, its been days
me and bro cannot tahan,
my dad just ignore and
act as if he is doing something about it.

yesterday, didnt go for science practical lor
BOOHOO; even louis says it lyk a TOTAL waste for time.
yah, its bloody far lah. jackass.

was like in tp the whole day,
till baby finish his class.
HEES; freaking cold lah.
it was raining as usual and im in dah library.
buuureeezzz; coldness

yeah, baby fetched me from the library.
and off we go to baby's house.
BOO; 15 was dam FREAKING cold lah.
cold hot cold hot; dam it.

mapled as usual.
lvl up like 2 lvls yesterday.
YEAH!; thanks to baby! muacks
he sent me all the remaining naruto esp.
gosh, usual me. i finish all le.
waiting for more more more more. ;)
KAKASHI; awww.

im feeling dam sad.
i have to come to tp,
JUST to use the net.
how sad can i ever get?

BUT, i got my baby here.
so why worry?
HEES!

serene! get well soon gurl!
miss you lots!
miss you chasing me down
with your freaking cold hands!

im outt-

naruto freak

2005-07-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

finally, its been days!
ever since i blogged.
BOOHOO; home's connection cant work

the lahgee bad thing is,
go any where also cannot lor.
sadded; only the blue wire can help me =)
baby's blue d-link wire lor

its seem that,
whenever im in danger,
or in seek of help.
my little baby jo will always be
there for me no matter what.

isnt he such a sweetie?
im the luckiest girl ever!
love him lots.

gosh, im pigging out-
slacking in tp lib.
blogging and listening to music :)

im seriously lazy,
to go all the way to bukit merah,
for my 1 hour session of science practical.
such a waste of transportation and time.
sorry louis, one man show today.

poor serene of mine,
haven been turning up for classes; days!
due to some fever. GIRL! get well soon teh?.
love you.

hees; im overjoyed.
2 more weeks; YEAHweeee
till happy 12months/1year.
HAHA; exactly lah
love you boy

hmpf, waiting for baby.
im outt-